Boundaries

Boundaries.

Yes, there are times that they make sense.

HOWEVER, when your only explanation for giving boundaries is that you don't want awkwardness, it doesn't make a damn bit of sense.

It is only awkward if you think it is, considering that I don't. You're the one who doesn't want feelings getting in the way. I can't think of another way that feelings won't be an issue.

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There are days I want to run away, just say fuck all of this, and start off somewhere completely new, as someone completely different. But I can't, because I know that I have too many people relying on me for that to be a thing.

And I have a love that I couldn't run away from if I tried, not that that matters.

I would follow him anywhere, and he would hate me for it.

"I've been the strong one for so long,
but I was wrong,
It doesn't make you weak if you're needing someone I'm not holding back
I know what I want.
I am beautiful with you.
I am beautiful with you.
You want me for myself.
You get me like no one else.
I am beautiful with you."

                                                                             Beautiful with you by Halestorm