Loverly

I am in love with a man who is too afraid to try, because he cant bear to lose me, a man who doesnt seem to comprehend that the more he pushes away, the more likely it is that I am going to stay away, as much as it will hurt. I love him, and I would follow him to the ends of the earth and beyond, as much as that hurts. He told me that was the dumbest thing I had ever said. He looked so hurt that I had said it, like the idea hurt him to the core. I want nothing more than to be with him, near to him. The fact that he hates that burns me deeply, makes me want to cry daily.

Because some things aren't meant for others.

This is my area that isn't meant for him. I don't know that he will be able to find it, but knowing my luck, he will. I'm going to use it for things I don't think he needs to know at the moment anyway.